Current Obsessions: Back to School

As many of you may know, I am going back to school next month. With back to school comes shopping, which i will never in my life complain about. I never need a reason to go shopping, but i will also take any excuse that I can get. Having to get prepared to go back to school is what has sparked this current obsessions post.

1. Benefit Posiebalm - i received a sample size of this balm in this months birchbox, and I am head over heels in love. It feels smooth and hydrating on the lips and gives off the prettiest sheer poppy pink color, prefect for summer days. I normally would not spend $18 on a lip balm, but i am going to be making an exception for this one. It will be the perfect shade to have thrown in my college tote for everyday use.

2. Longchamp 'Large Le Pliage' Tote - I have been going back and forth on whether i want to use a book bag or a tote bag for my classes. I am still undecided, i think i may use both from time to time. But i have been drooling over this tote for many months now. It has amazing reviews, it holds up well, it waterproof and it has plenty of room for people like me that feel like you have to carry your whole life with you. it retails for around $145-$160 dollars, which i think is pretty reasonable for a tote of this quality.  however Cory does not, just wait till he hears about the price of the dange dover. 

3. Erin Condren Life Planner - WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE? I have done research after research on planners. I am a very organized person and I am a huge huge huge planner, so picking the right planner was a big decision for me. I have decided to purchase the life planner for many reasons, and I could go on and on about this but then i would not be able to do a review on it at a later date so I will not ramble on. However, I will say if you are looking to purchase a planner please do your research on this life planner. I also have a link that  can provided you with $10 off, so if you are interested just shoot me an email! This planner is on the pricey side and there is also tons of customization that you can add on, so every dollar off helps.

4. Dange Dover Tote-  STOP. if you do not want to spend $250 on a tote do NOT go to their website and read about this tote and definitely do not look at pictures. Once you do there is no turning back, you will be sucked in and you will count down the days until it arrives at your door. This tote is a little piece of heaven. I can not wait to see what the new styles and colors will be that will be available at the end of this month.

5. The Fault in Our Stars - I seriously read this entire book in less then two days. I have not seen the movie yet but i can not wait! It was an amazing story of a terminally ill cancer patient that tells about the final chapters of her life. Hazel has no idea that she is about to experience living at a whole new level until Augustus walks into her life. This story will make you cry, laugh, smile, and then cry, laugh and smile some more. It is amazingly written and one of the best books that I have read in years. I am now making it a point to read all of John Greens books. currently reading looking for Alaska. 


What are some of your current obsessions?

xoxo.

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June IPSY Bag - First Impression

So for those of you that have never heard of an Ipsy bag, it is a monthly subscription service that sends you makeup/hair samples to your door each month. The bag includes a mixture of brands and products. No two bags are alike and the selection is completely random. It has been something that I have enjoyed so much and it is only $10 a month! what woman doesn't like surprises, i mean come on! 

This is  my 3rd month of receiving a bag and I decided that each month I am going to share the products that I have received with my readers. This is a great way to try new products that you usually would not buy on your own, it gets you acquainted  with not so familiar brands and your products are packages in a new little makeup bag each month.

I want to apologize in advance for the quality of these pictures, they suck. I am working on getting a high quality camera and trying to decided what photo editor system i want to use...

 Not a huge fan of the bag itself this month, however I have really enjoyed the print of all my previous bags.

 NYX Butter Gloss - Eclair 

I am so deeply in love with not only this shade, but this product. It has been something that I have heard so much about and In my option it has no cons.Gives you the perfect "your lips but better" look. It goes on so smooth. just like butter. It has great lasting power for a gloss, smells amazing and is not sticky. I will soon own one in every shade!!! (swatch below)

OFRA Eyebrow Pencil

I love the color of this pencil.  i am horrible at describing colors all i know is that is a brown shade. However, I am not a big fan of the consistency of this pencil. It goes on way to think and heavy for me even after using a spooly. look how scary it looks in the picture below.  *if your looking for a cheap drugstore eyebrow pencil i would recommend the Milani easybrow automatic pencil, my shade is natural taupe 03. 

Nickak Shimmer Eyeliner - Blue

I am usually not a huge fan of colored eyeliner. I really like the pretty blue color of this product, and the lasting power is amazing. I literally had to scrub it off my hand. I am going to try it under my bottom water line this summer just to add a pop of color! They also have a ton of other pretty colors on their website.

Carol's Daughter Sacred Tiare Styling Cream

states that "proven to instantly stop shedding and frizz! no sulfates, no parabens, no mineral oil, no artificial colors, no petroleum for damaged, fragile, frizzy & unruly hair." I have only used this product one time and that was on dry hair. It is recommend to use on wet hair prior to blow drying. I have been questioning myself going back and forth on if i want to review hair care products on my blog. The reason for this is because I have very crazy naturally curly mixed frizzy hard to manage hair. i could throw in a lot of other horrible words to describe my hair. After a lot of thought I have decided that I will do reviews. I know that there are other women out there that have very hard to manage hair, and If i product that I review can help you then that would be great! With that being said, hair products are just like skin care, just because a product does not work for my hair type does not mean that it will not work for yours and vis versa. So I am going to continue to use this product and If its life changing then I will share it with you!

Real Tree for her

I am even worse at describing smells. This perfume has a pomegranate floral sent that is light but you still know that its there. Its not to overpowering, and its more of a spring/summer scent. I however, would not purchase this on my own. 

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xoxo.

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NO Fast Food Challenge

After weeks of pondering on whether or not i wanted to start this challenge i finally made the decision to accept. Let me start off with telling you a little bit about this challenge.

To state the obvious you are giving up ALL forms of fast food for a month, yes a whole 30 days.

and yes this does include: Subway. which i am not happy about. Pizza places. Chinese takeout. Milkshakes. STARBUCKS. Panera bread.  salads from fast food places.. you get the point. 

That's it, it is a very basic challenge but believe it or not it is something that a lot of people will struggle with. I however am not someone that eats fast food multiple times a week I do however forget my lunch some days and need to grab something quick, or i pass a Starbucks and of course i have to stop and sometimes i just get a craving for bojangles. I would say i eat fast food anywhere from 3-5 times max a month but i still feel like this will be challenging for me and that i will benefit from this. So yesterday was day one of this challenge and honestly i was craving a oreo cheesecake milkshake from cookout when i left work, haha i can see how this is going to go but of course I did not stop and get one so go me! 


I will be updating you when i get halfway through this challenge and then again when my 30 days are complete to tell you my thoughts and how well i did or did not do with this! If you also decided to challenge yourself please stop by the blog and let me know how you do with it!

xoxo.

My Favorite Place in the World..

As I lay here in bed tonight, i realize that my time here in my favorite place will shortly be coming to an end. The place that feels like vacation to me the most, the place that when I walk in the door all my worries and all my troubles suddenly seem so small. The place that holds the memories that I cherish the most in my life. If you asked most women my age what their favorite place in the world is you would get answers like, the beach, my lake house, the mountains, spas, etc.

While all the places are certainly nice, there is no other place that i would rather be then my grandmas house. Im 22 years old and and I am still a firm believer of the saying "theres no place like grandmas." The best feeling in the world is walking in the door after a long 8 1/2 hour drive thats if traffic is good to me and seeing my grandmas face light up and her smile from ear to ear. That is a feeling that warms your soul. 

The days that have passed since I have arrived, have been filled with love, memories, warm conversations and of course good food. There is not a room in this house that does not hold a memory that touches my heart.

 The kitchen where my grandfather taught me how to play cards during breakfast, he started teaching me at a young age and i became the princess of war games. Or the times my eyes would fill up with tears because it was time for me to put my patch on my eye. (I had a lazy eye as a child, which eventually resulted in eye surgery) my grandpa would pick me up off the floor and wipe my tears away as we picked out a new sticker to put on my eye patch that day. We would take turns picking but somehow it would always end in him picking out the exact one that i wanted that day. 

The living room where my grandma would rock me to sleep on her recliner and stroke my hair when i was sick. The times that my pappy would steal my baby blanket from me when I was sleeping and cover up with it knowing that I would wake up and snuggle up to him to get it back. I could never forget the times that my grandma would get our swimming rafts out, we would blow them up and make a pallet on top of them with our blankets and our pillows and camp out on the living room floor for movie night. My twin brother once looked over to find my grandma asleep, he asked her "Grandma if your sleeping who is watching us." That is the night that she realized that he thought she stayed up all night and never went to sleep so she could watch us. The things kids say right!

The bathroom where my grandma would bath me and sing me inapporiate bathroom songs. "Ms. Lou Lou had a baby his name was tiny Tim, she put him in the bathtub to see if he could swim, he swan to the bottom, he swam to the top. Ms. Lou Lou got excited and grab him by his .. don't ASK me no questions ill tell you no lies, if you ever get hit with a bucket of shit be sure to close your eyes! My grandmother has a strong sense of humor, she is actually one of the funniest people I know.. what can i say, she taught me at a young age. Or all the times I would get a new cabbage patch doll to play with in the tub, I had one with a shower and everything. 

But most importantly, the bedroom where my grandmother would tuck us in every night, the bedroom that she taught us our prayers.. The bedroom that she read us a bedtime story in. The room that she reminded us in every night how much she loved us.

I hold all the memories so closer to my heart, and the older i get the more I cherish these memories and the more I appreciate my most favorite place, because I know that one day there will come a time where my favorite place is broken. Where my favorite place becomes a place where people gather to tell me how sorry they are for my lose, and how much they hurt for me. A place where people will walk in the door and not see the memories that play so frequently in my head as i walk room by room. A place that eventually I will have to say goodbye to…. My favorite place will one day be a place where my heart breaks. But until that day, I walk these rooms and I smile, I laugh and I feel the warmth of the love in my heart. 

xoxo.

Words you Speak..

Bored at work this afternoon, story of my life. I was strolling through my twitter feed and I came across this picture. All at once 56,568 thoughts ran through my mind. Its amazing how powerful and inspirational a picture can be.

My first thought, and not one of my proudest moments was that I wouldn't speak at all. I would go completely mute because there is no way i would want to walk around with my whole entire body looking like that. I promise I am not a horty torty person. Then I got to thinking, that if everyone was born and from the time you started speaking the words you spoke would appear on your skin then we would not know any different as far as looks, we would think that this is normal. 

This picture not only intrigued me, but it made me break down the kind of person that I am. If you know me you know that I have no filter over my mouth and if you don't know me, WARNING: proceed listening with caution. I am extremely guilty of not thinking before I speak, and I more times than I should speak out of anger. Speaking out of anger is my biggest flaw, I always regret what I said, most of the time I say things to hurt the person I am angry with, and after I cool down I can not believe the crap that came out of my mouth.

 If the words I spoke appeared on my skin I would without a doubt be more careful of what I say. I do not want to display the hurtful words I sometimes speak. shame on me, but we are all human. I can just admit it!  I believe that the words you speak show the kind of person that you are. Despite my flaws I am not a spiteful, cruel, or uncaring person. Friends of mine and family would describe me as kind and caring with a slight attitude problem. hey I'm a woman, what can I say? 

The sad thing is the people that would describe me as kind and caring, are the ones that I sometimes take my anger out on. To my advantage they know me inside and out. They know my good sides and my bad sides. However, the women that glances my way in the grocery store, the stranger I pass walking down the hall, or the man that comes to my door to deliver a pizza, does not. You can not judge a person by glancing at them. This is why the words that we speak are so important.

If spoken words appeared on my skin they would see all. They would see the good words that I most often speak, the words I speak out of anger and the cuss words I say when I get frustrated or annoyed. What kind of person do you look like to the people in the world that do not know you? To the ones that do not want to take the time to get to know you? They would read the bad and not care enough to get to know the good. 

I am so happy that found this picture. Today I am challenging myself to truly think about the words that I speak and the affects they have on others. I am challenging myself to allow the words I chose to speak make me a better person. I am also ..... challenging YOU.

xoxo.

32 things that make me HaPpY!

Well my dears, this post was suppose to be a link-up. However, I suck at life and I completely forgot to post it and now of course it is over. I enjoyed writing this so much and enjoyed reading other bloggers responses that I wanted to post mine anyway.  There is a lot of things that make me happy in life and I am so happy that i can actually say that because there are other people that are not so fortunate. I think that people forget about the little things in life and that is NO way to live. i can not imagine all the cartons of ice cream that I would ingest if that was the case, not to mention all the excess weight gain. 

I love my family, friends, pets, and so on and so forth. They take up such a big part of my heart and I could not live without their support and guidance. However this list below I focused on the little things. Hope you enjoy!!

1. First cup of coffee in the mornings. The second, third and fourth are also my favorites.

2. Movies. especially with a good love story line, that makes me grin from ear to ear, and i do this really embarrassing clapping of my hands thing.

3. Fireworks. every color, shape, etc. I think fireworks should go off in the sky every night, not just on certain holidays.

4. Diet Coke

5. When i face one of my fears. story here.

6. Satisfying my sweet tooth. I could not just say chocolate because that leaves out all the other amazing sweets i enjoy.

7. The moment when I wake up in the morning and cory is snuggled up to me peacefully sleeping away.

8. shopping. multiple times a week. who has a problem? not me!

9. Red velvet CobbleStone candles from Kirklands.

10. Quilts.

11. When i complete the perfect sock bun or side braid on my lazy days.

12. Flowers.

13. A clean house. A clean house. A clean house. A clean house. i can not say this enough.

14. Traveling.

15. Being Tan…. not so much the whole tanning process.

16. Waking up in the middle of the right and realizing i still have hours to sleep.

17. Being barefoot. I hate wearing shoes, and i wish it was socially acceptable to never wear them.

18. The whole Christmas holiday, and all the festivities that comes along with it.

19. The feeling of freshly shaved legs on clean sheets. ahhhhhhhmazinggggggggg.

20.  Tim Riggins from friday night lights. also Nate, Chuck, and Dan from Gossip Girl.

21.  when the clock goes from 4:59 to 5:00pm on a Friday !

22.  a good book.

23. sweet written hand notes.

24. the golden girls.

25. Fall time.

26. yoga pants.

27. my grandma's house.

28. organization

29. adding more makeup to my collection.

30. good hair days.

31. comfort food.

32. making good decisions, falling my dreams and what my future brings.

To the Start of Facing My Fears.

Yeah thats right! Today I faced my fears. Well one of my fears. I went to the dentist, and i didn't  cause a scene or cry and I actually went thru with my whole filling procedure. I know what your thinking.. wow its just the dentist, its not like you faced a fear of heights, or a clowns.  I know, I know. But all my life I have had the biggest fear of going to the dentist office for anything more than a cleaning. I blame it on the many bad experiences that I had to go thru as a child. My fear was so bad that I got kicked out of my childhood dentist office and was forced to go somewhere in raleigh where they strap kids down on  a straight jacket board. if that doesn't scare the hell out of a child I don't know what does. But always, I am rambling now, I think you all get how big my fear is. but today, I faced my fear and I could not be more proud of myself. 

I had a funny moment with the whole laughing gas experience, but before I get to that it is crucial that I tell you that my dentist is H-O-T. like sloan mc.steamy h-o-t. I left my dental consult last week knowing that I was going to be on laughing gas for my procedure earlier today to calm my nerves. So, for a week I was praying to God that I didn't take too much laughing gas to the head and tell him how pretty he really is, start drooling, or basically do anything embarrassing…

So the hygienist started the laughing gas and explained to me that I would start feeling a bit loopy, well that was quite an understatement. Within minutes I felt like my whole body was floating, and I started talking some crazy talk to my boyfriend cory. yes cory went with me for moral support. but don't worry I already explained to him that the dentist was attractive and apologized for anything that came out of my mouth, thats okay right? So after what seemed like ten minutes of the crazy talk and having no control over my body I decided to tell the nurse that I didn't think the laughing gas was the best choice for me. Unfortunate for her because I'm sure I would have been quite the entertainment.

Long story short, I made it thru the whole procedure with flying colors and no attraction confession. I would say that this was quite a successful day. now if i could just feel my lips. Cory treated me to a chocolate milkshake, that I barley got any of due to the fact that it kept running out of my mouth but all is good. I can honestly say that I will not be canceling any dentist appointments out of fear anymore, and that I think i found a dentist that I can finally feel at ease with. funny huh?ha


Today taught me that I want to start facing my fears more often. I honestly do not think that I have enough fears or situations that I could put myself in to say that I want to do it everyday. But when the chance arises I want to take it with a smile on my face, knowing how proud I will feel once I accomplish something that I never thought I could.